“You’re not my keeper.” That was the thing she said that clinched the end of the relationship. That was what she said after she had gone to a party all night and not come home until the next day. She was an emergency room nurse and highly regarded. We lived in a small rural town… Read more

I am already tired of writing about my past life and I would not have done so if it had not kept haunting me like a dream. Because it is so hard to let go of the traumatic past. That is what I have learned from writing about this. The wife who caused my confusion… Read more

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I don’t think you understand my problem. I miss my sons and my grandchildren terribly. If I got down on my knees and apologized for being such a terrible person, they would probably slowly forgive me. We could go back to just the way it was. The sad thing is, this is identical to what… Read more

I have three sons I raised with all the love and joy in my heart. My oldest and youngest sons think I am a disreputable jerk. My middle son never stopped believing in me. He told me recently he thought I was an amazing father. That he is still astounded at all the good things… Read more

While I was trying to be a good dad who didn’t live at home with his sons, I didn’t know what else was going on. I learned later that at Christmas time she would burn a candle for me, to represent me as if I was dead. I can only speculate from a few comments… Read more